confusing!!!

After a long time stepping into the world full of thoughts.i was away all these days as i was having trouble expressing ..there was so much to write that i dunno from where to start.
Someone said that if u r in such a situation where u have so many things to write just start from the things that cums first to Ur mind ..so here i m gonna give a shape to my thoughts.


life has not been easy these days.i have to make a big decision for which is very difficult.its not a big thing.here i knw what i want but somethings keep stopping me.i really dont knw what is best at this moment.with any step i take there will be people who would be happy as well as disturbed.i don't know which would weigh more to them.
i m in such a confusion .i dunno what to do....